Evan's first month old

I don't understand  why Sam and her family only invited us to the second grandson's first month celebration.  If all babies were born within the same year then why can't we all combine the celebration together since all  the uncles are brothers and came from the same parents, my grandparents?   Not only we had to traveled back and forth to two different sites but I am just tiring of having to repeat the same process. 

Congratulation to Evan for turning 1 month old.  He's resembles to his grandfather, my 6th uncle.  He has the biggest forehead and the cutest face.  I was terrified holding him but my mom sat next to me and guided me through.  My aunt, Evan's grandmother trusted me with 100%.  She asked me to babysit  especially when everyone was busy expect grandmother. Grandma showed me tips to holding a baby in a comfort position.

Why is it that  every baby I hold loves my boobies?  They smack their head against my boobies and smile at the end.  Can it be that comfortable?  I was asking my dad for help and he kept laughing out loud and told me to relax.  My forehead was sweating because the baby was so tiny and his spine was so weak.

Ate dinner at Sam's place.  Saw how terrific Sam's loss weight progressed was, and want that same  motivation.  The pictures that I am in... oh, I look so ugly.  This is why I am afraid to date an Asian guy and not a huge fan of taking pictures.  I was complaining to my parents  and going to work hard this summer to shed some fat off.  I am planning to loose weight!  I want to look photogenic like everyone else.  Wish me the best of luck and hope  i will succeed.  Pilate , here I come rumbling tonight!!!

Sometimes,  babies surround by me. But... why?  My next door neighbor has a 2 years old who loves me.  Then I was asked to babysit Tina (my niece)   who is only 4 months old.  It's so hard to imagine seeing myself pregnant one day.  Baby crying.... It gets me the goosebumps from thinking about it.