We're Devoted Champion

This message to my readers: Keep in mind that we are devote champion.  We suffer first to get great results so never give up.  I believe and will continue to pray for my friends, family, and myself for having the holy spirit guiding us through the most toughest time , especially this devastated economy. Everyone who is trying to look for a good paying career/job, we will get nail one soon.  

I feel so lucky for having my Aunt Sandy.  Sometimes we can't predict what happens to our lives and maybe the holy spirit planned everything out.  First, the only reason my aunt Sandy flew back to New York was to help out the family to care for grandma.  Poor granny she's back in the hospital for the 3rd time but great news she was discharged today.   Thanks aunt Sandy for giving me a break; you really allow me to breath and taught me to become a mature person. 

Yesterday as we're talking and reading her bible together, my aunt Sandy realize my lack in confidence and this is why it's been taking me so long to find a job.  We made a compromised that I would shed pounds off,  and each month of a wonderful success  I would send her a picture of my progress ; She will send me a post card with words of encouragement   I laughed when she offered me $100.00 but I rejected the offer because what I need the most is to hear the words of encouragement from my closet friends and family; not everything has to be about money.  

Not sure why as we continued to bond our aunt to niece chemistry, I somehow collapsed and cried. I is shared about my student loans and family issues.  I believe the holy spirit linked my parents together is because they share one trait which is, whenever their family gets an issues that requires a bilingual person and for some whatever reason I am their first choice like I am so god who can solve everyone's problem.  Aunt Sandy told me that I was chosen by the holy spirit  to pick up where she left off and this is a gift from  the holy spirit and should be thankful to it.  She also included that not everyone has the heart to help both grandmas bath, dress, comb hair, sit for hours with them at the E.R. room, and solve everyone's problem and not get any devote appreciation. Maybe she's right instead of me crying in the bathroom , look at it in another perspective.

{ " We eat to live but not live to eat".  - Aunt Sandy.  I will also remember these words to remind myself how to tone down my figure.}  Sometimes I believe the holy spirit send her to me , to help me out.

.... What a coincident  that after I cried my best and good/ psychologist therapist friend , Allen called me .  What a best timing to call me so i can have a good friend listening to all my problems.  He never questions me , just open his ears like what a psychologist therapist would have done.  I would have done the same for him.  Thanks to him , he introduced how principal balancing works to me, so now I would know how to pay off my student loan in a smarter way.

PS: I am praying to the holy spirit for everyon